Time for Change.

I've decided its to much I cant handle the guilt,  I have for saving myself instead of a fellow solider, especially one like Kiowa. Its time to end my pointless life, all everyone talks about or remembers me from is my reward my metals I want people to think of me like they did Kiowa. That will never happen. My fellow soliders after the death of Kiowa dont respect me my family and townspeople dont truly respect me, I dont even respect myself. Its time to end and make everyone realize they were right from the beginning.